Ruminate joy in your heart, cause you’re worth it.
"You're a liar, you never loved me." She shrieked at me, holding back a nervous breakdown. "No. I cared for you more than anybody else, but you never saw it. You lived in your own utopia going around disrespecting my efforts to show you I cared, to show you how much I loved you, and how much you meant to me. You were never concerned if I loved you, until I stopped loving you. Don't you see? You've hurted me time and again, but now, I can't lose the last bits of self respect I've left with me.If you feel I didn't love you, then so be it. But you should know that you were everything to me and still are, but I am afterall a human with a heart and bones. There's only so much I can take. Good bye."
But it was only a nightmare....